alxyz
Trusted Member
Hey guys. Lexy here again with another project. yipeeeeeee (lord help me). Let me give you the story behind this before you read it.
*DISCLAIMER!!!
Please if you are very sensitive then get some tissues. This probably will make you cry.
Back story:
I was cleaning out some files yesterday around my work area when i found my old writing notebook. I looked through and found some poems. I found one that was all the way in the back and it didn't have a date. I read it. I cried. I don't know when I wrote this but, I wanted to share this message with everyone. Get you're headphones and listen to this while reading.
Heres The Poem:
You try to think,
You can't
You try to speak,
You cant
You try to feel,
you can't
You try to see,
you can't
You try to hear,
you cant
You try to call,
you can't
You try to move,
you can't
You try to breathe,
you can
You try to cry,
you can
You try to love someone,
you can't
You try to say sorry,
you can't
The only thing you can do,
Is bring pain to not others,
But Yourself
Feel the coldness across your skin,
feels good right?
Wrong,
You cry,
and cry,
and cry,
and cry,
like the baby everyone knows you are,
Am I Fine?
No,
Am I Insane?
No,
Do these cuts seem like scars to others?
Yes,
Well, what do they seem like to you?
They seem like the little girl I once was,
cry for help,
as she feels her sins
crawling on her back,
and she feels the coldness create scars,
She drops what she once called her "Pain reliever"
And wrote a note,
"I'm Sorry, I know I can't apologize now. Be happy for me."
And then,
as she lied on the floor of the cool locked bathroom,
With the evil voices taunting her,
She accepts her end,
But one voice,
says something she will never forget as she closes her eyes,
"I love you"
Who was that from?
The one who started her pain,
the one who ended her "fun"
Her reflection.
*AFTERNOTE
If you are worried about me, know that I am fine. I do not harm myself in any shape or form. But to you, the readers, If you do harm yourself, whether its from bullies, the way you look, the was you are, (etc.) One voice will always stand for you. I highly suggest if you do this to yourself to please, get help. Pm me if you want to talk. Thank you all and please, if you see someone doubting themselves, make their day. Peace out, ~Lexy
*DISCLAIMER!!!
Please if you are very sensitive then get some tissues. This probably will make you cry.
Back story:
I was cleaning out some files yesterday around my work area when i found my old writing notebook. I looked through and found some poems. I found one that was all the way in the back and it didn't have a date. I read it. I cried. I don't know when I wrote this but, I wanted to share this message with everyone. Get you're headphones and listen to this while reading.
Heres The Poem:
You try to think,
You can't
You try to speak,
You cant
You try to feel,
you can't
You try to see,
you can't
You try to hear,
you cant
You try to call,
you can't
You try to move,
you can't
You try to breathe,
you can
You try to cry,
you can
You try to love someone,
you can't
You try to say sorry,
you can't
The only thing you can do,
Is bring pain to not others,
But Yourself
Feel the coldness across your skin,
feels good right?
Wrong,
You cry,
and cry,
and cry,
and cry,
like the baby everyone knows you are,
Am I Fine?
No,
Am I Insane?
No,
Do these cuts seem like scars to others?
Yes,
Well, what do they seem like to you?
They seem like the little girl I once was,
cry for help,
as she feels her sins
crawling on her back,
and she feels the coldness create scars,
She drops what she once called her "Pain reliever"
And wrote a note,
"I'm Sorry, I know I can't apologize now. Be happy for me."
And then,
as she lied on the floor of the cool locked bathroom,
With the evil voices taunting her,
She accepts her end,
But one voice,
says something she will never forget as she closes her eyes,
"I love you"
Who was that from?
The one who started her pain,
the one who ended her "fun"
Her reflection.
*AFTERNOTE
If you are worried about me, know that I am fine. I do not harm myself in any shape or form. But to you, the readers, If you do harm yourself, whether its from bullies, the way you look, the was you are, (etc.) One voice will always stand for you. I highly suggest if you do this to yourself to please, get help. Pm me if you want to talk. Thank you all and please, if you see someone doubting themselves, make their day. Peace out, ~Lexy