ImTea
Retired Staff
( Acromas: tl;dr: Don't be so negative, there's a lot more to be positive about. 
We should be the best community possible. )
I love this server with all of its flaws. Yes, this server has flaws. Every server has flaws. Everyone has flaws. I don't know what is with me today, I just need to talk. Rather than speaking to one, venting, aimlessly complaining without any change I'd rather tell my true thoughts to this thread. I just have to say.
Even though people say the server's perfect, it isn't. I get it, it sounds bad. I don't mean it in that way, because nothing is perfect. I'm just speaking the truth. I love this server. Most people reading love this server. Even if you don't care, just hear me out. I have to say.
I don't care whether or not you think the community is all well and good, it isn't. The countless threads talking about how someone is leaving the server because of what people say is an unbearable weight that one or two alone can't lift. The only way we can fix the server is by change. We can't do the same thing day in, day out just waiting for some miracle. We need to step up and work for that miracle. The miracle I've been working for for a long time is changing myself for the good. I've tried so hard, then quit. I've gotten so far now, and have a long way to go. I'm not asking for anything, not help nor praise, not even a congratulations. I'm not asking for anything but for the community to join the fight against "it". I say.
Sometimes I don't mean things. I don't mean a lot of things. I do a lot of bad stuff, then realise how bad that is. I don't like that. This is what I am trying to change. I don't change you, I change myself. With this change, I want to help. I want to help anyone and everyone. As we all know the community isn't the best. I want to help with that. I'm not saying every single person is some horrible monster, no. I'm saying that there is always something, someone, "it". "It" is just there. It is rude, demeaning, and overall negative. "It" can come from one or all, or from nothing. I want to destroy "it". Again if anyone needs help, I'm here. Everyone's here. All you have to do. Say.
Say something. That's it. That's all you need, and instead of being alone, you can be with others. Block out the negative, bring in the positive. Get rid oof"it". Destroy "it".
If anyone needs help understanding what I said, just ask. I know it is quite the ramble, I just can't stand "it" being around any longer. "It" is the negativity. It sounds dumb, but look at all of those who have left for the same reason as I strive to destroy. I know I too have brought "it" with myself from many things in my past, but I tend to end "it" here. Many others have already started this battle of destroying "it", but we all need to pitch in and help.
Again sorry I just feel very wordy today. Thanks to anyone who actually read the whole thing, but if not let me just say again, this isn't for my own gain or praise, but for the community to realise and help against the negativity spread through it.
Words, what a thing, right? ;P
We should be the best community possible. )
I love this server with all of its flaws. Yes, this server has flaws. Every server has flaws. Everyone has flaws. I don't know what is with me today, I just need to talk. Rather than speaking to one, venting, aimlessly complaining without any change I'd rather tell my true thoughts to this thread. I just have to say.
Even though people say the server's perfect, it isn't. I get it, it sounds bad. I don't mean it in that way, because nothing is perfect. I'm just speaking the truth. I love this server. Most people reading love this server. Even if you don't care, just hear me out. I have to say.
I don't care whether or not you think the community is all well and good, it isn't. The countless threads talking about how someone is leaving the server because of what people say is an unbearable weight that one or two alone can't lift. The only way we can fix the server is by change. We can't do the same thing day in, day out just waiting for some miracle. We need to step up and work for that miracle. The miracle I've been working for for a long time is changing myself for the good. I've tried so hard, then quit. I've gotten so far now, and have a long way to go. I'm not asking for anything, not help nor praise, not even a congratulations. I'm not asking for anything but for the community to join the fight against "it". I say.
Sometimes I don't mean things. I don't mean a lot of things. I do a lot of bad stuff, then realise how bad that is. I don't like that. This is what I am trying to change. I don't change you, I change myself. With this change, I want to help. I want to help anyone and everyone. As we all know the community isn't the best. I want to help with that. I'm not saying every single person is some horrible monster, no. I'm saying that there is always something, someone, "it". "It" is just there. It is rude, demeaning, and overall negative. "It" can come from one or all, or from nothing. I want to destroy "it". Again if anyone needs help, I'm here. Everyone's here. All you have to do. Say.
Say something. That's it. That's all you need, and instead of being alone, you can be with others. Block out the negative, bring in the positive. Get rid oof"it". Destroy "it".
If anyone needs help understanding what I said, just ask. I know it is quite the ramble, I just can't stand "it" being around any longer. "It" is the negativity. It sounds dumb, but look at all of those who have left for the same reason as I strive to destroy. I know I too have brought "it" with myself from many things in my past, but I tend to end "it" here. Many others have already started this battle of destroying "it", but we all need to pitch in and help.
Again sorry I just feel very wordy today. Thanks to anyone who actually read the whole thing, but if not let me just say again, this isn't for my own gain or praise, but for the community to realise and help against the negativity spread through it.
Words, what a thing, right? ;P
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